oh God hold me now, oh Lord touch me now

- Sufjan Stevens

So this is probably the second blog type account I have had. That is if you want to count my livejournal, which actually technically still exists. I am not sure why I feel compelled to make a new one, or save the old one for that matter. I'll blame sentimentality for now, easy enough scapegoat since words don't actually have feelings.

The title of this post probably does and does not actually describe this post accurately. It is part of the current Sufjan Stevens song I am listening to, and songs do tend to affect my mood--but taking a second look at the title I feel like I am making this out to be a cry for help, which it is not. Although generally, that phrase describes my life in a way.

Anyways, after pondering what caused me to spend just about half of my morning making this look pretty, and getting really frustrated and html code in the process, I realize I do have an explanation for the creation of this account. I find its fairly lame to post all your random musings on facebook, and not wanting to feel like a loser or that I am trying too hard has often hindered my gumption to put what I am thinking into words. Plus its what all the cool kids are doing right? Haha, like that even matters.

Until I feel inspired again.